I'm here waiting for you

I'm getting a new tatoo.

I'll post it when I'm done designing it. It's going to be so cool!

I'm sad I missed out on going to the fair again, and I fell asleep in from of the tv! I'm so mad! I guess I've just been running low on gass. D: Ah well, I'm all better know I think.

Off to finish that design!

Soo~ I went to the fair with my brothers~! It was so much fun. We rode on a bunch of rides and I ate way too much. I did have a candy apple, though. Best food ever~. :D I brought some home. :x And Hito brought his girlfriend so it was nice to see her again. She's really a sweetheart. I approve. < 3

Futa won me a giant bear toy! It's next to my computer now. I named him Ginger, because of its fur.

I'll so be going back without my brothers. :x If for anything to get more apples.

What else, what else, what elllse. Not much.

:D

((OOC: Posting may be a little slow, but IC!Haga and OOC!Esper now off hiatus. :]))

Wow, it's pretty cold huh...and kinda dark. My hair, wow it has never been this long before. Its been so long since it was my natural color. And even longer since I've had boobs again.

Yeah...I think I might have been turned back into a girl. Did anyone else switch bodies or is it just me? But it's still my own body...

And my brothers, they are all so much older, they look at least in their twenties now. All taller than me. I don't know why I'm taking this so calmly, I would think I'd be flipping out. So strange.

So I took a trip today to Tokyo and bought so much! I've been saving for a shopping trip and thought I deserved a little extra something. The clothing stores there are amazing! So many cute clothes, I almost didn't know what to get! I got a bunch of accessories and about five new outfits. Sooo cuuuute~~~!!!

And I'm in such a cute music mood too! I haven't listened to Japanese music in forever...and it's so good! Even if I prefer the english speaking rockers. >D

I'm definitely keeping my hair blonde for a while. It's grown on me. I cut it a little, but just to make it a little more...rock-ish. Uneven cut, like with a razor.

Alright! Time to go out into the world in new clothes. Guess that's it! I'm kinda bored, so if anyone wants to hang out I'm up for it! < 3

( Private. )

Um, haven't had much to post about lately. That and I've been trying to avoid the computer for as much as I can, with brothers new schools soon and things. But I just too a shower, so in a good mood and felt like sneaking myself back on here~.

...So how is everyone? Hahah~ < 3

Also started back on some projects that I let pile up for a while. Yay for new clothes.

Alright, I'll leave you be now. < 3

((OOC: Mun apologizes for lack of involvement lately. Hopefully she will be on more from now on. :]))

Maybe this blonde thing isn't so bad. I could always add some black if it gets too annoying, some night on day thing going on. Very chic. Um, random info? Started playing the violin and piano again. It's been a long, long time. I'm so rusty...

( Private. )

Okay, I know that was random. But anyway, I'm going to go back to my keyboard and pluck out some notes. :D Maybe I'll finish a poem or two. I feel creative.

...My. Hair. Is. Ruined.

I need to go to the stylist ASAP. D:

My music collection has been ransacked. I feel violated...and by myself. That has to be a feat! And what I did last night, ug, I feel like I got hit my a train this morning. I don't even remember how I got home. Omigawd, Ryuuzaki-kun I am so sorry! I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive myself! We're still friends, right? :x

I need to take a long...looong shower.

omgomgomg ew lyke i h8 ppl who think they r just sooo gr8. lyke that Ryuu kid. ew. lyke i wuld eff him. guess he cant take a joke. i just wanted to hang out but w/e, let him think what he wants.

he couldnt get 1/4 of a dude or chick lyke me if he wanted. i m just that daym hot.

+ i have a bf. puhleeezzz. lolololol

last night wuz totly bangin!!! got effed up and this boi payed 4 me 2 get my bellybutton pierced!! itz real pink diamond cuz the boi wanted me soooo badddd. lolol. then i bleached mai hair. itz sooo hottt. like xxx-tina!!! that boi wanted me so bad but i wuz like lolol hellz no i have a bf and he was all pissed but w/e. he suckeddd.

still lookin for sum fun, w/ me the partee never stopppzzz. ;-)

so just woke up now. had 2 work r something but eff that who wuld want 2 go 2 that when therez so much stuffff that i wanted 2 do instead? so went out last night and didnt get in until 7 a m. the little bratz wanted 2 know where i wuz, but eff them 2!!!! lyke i'm their effing mother r something.

going 2 a party tonight, some girlz from tokyo u r something r bringing me 2 the city. hottt. may-b i can meet some hot boiz r something. dont worry honda, i'm not going to cheat on you r anything. U no i wouldnt. even if they r rly hottt.
lololololol.

so outy. piecezzz!!!!!

((OOC: You don't know how painful it was to write this. :x))

Tonight's a perfect shade of dark blue~

Did you ever have a moment where you find that your life is amazing? I have a great job, wonderful brothers, boyfriend of my dreams, great friends....aahhhhh.

Can you tell I just took like, an hour long bubble bath? Hehehe~! < 3

Wrist is doing pretty well. Swelling's gone down. Took the stitches out of my knee today~! For good. Soooooo happy about that. Jeez, I'm so clumsy~!

Well, I should probably go to bed sometime soon~!! ;D

~*Love ya!*~

I've been so slammed at work~ q-q It's not even funny, I've been spending some nights sleeping in the break room. My knee's better though, even if my arm's hurt now. Just yesterday, slipped and sprained my wrist. D: I'm just one big pile of mess.

So I missed the party thing~ It looked so cool too. D: Hopefully next time...

((OOC: RL stuff is swamping me you guys, sorry if I'm not on a lot, like the past two weeks. :[))

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Yay~. x3 Grr now I'm hungry. Hehe~.

Sooo, yeah. Haven't posted in a bit. I partly blame that on being in the hospital for a little. :x;; I got some stitches. And I can't move very fast any more. D: I have to wait for my knee to heal. I tripped at work and fell on some...glass. xX;; Eeeeek.

( Private. )

~*Food time~!~*

( seme/uke thing x3 )

..Haha...hehehe. x3 I think that's pretty much me~.

Sorry for lack of updates lately, been pretty busy. For some reason I can't stop making clothes, guess just insparation or something. :D

So the last few days have been pretty fun. Someone asked me to make something special for them, so I'm super excited. x3

And Ryuuzaki-kun visited me the other day! It was great. I need to see my super good friend more often. We talked about a lot of stuff but he told me that I really should design clothes. Like for other people, not just me. That would just be...wow. Amazing. I still don't think I could sell one item, but it's so cool to think about.

Oh, and Zaki-kun? I desperately need my hair re-done. And because you did it the first time...yeah. :3 We need to hang out.

Okay~. Time to go internet surfing for some new music to listen to. It's one of those nights. Surprisingly I'm liking P!nk a lot. Though I still love my emo. :3

( meme time. :3 )

Yaaaay. :3

My Mom's gone! YES! I'm free~. :D Really that's the only big news that I have, except for the fact that I've been on a spree of watching America's Next Top Model. Marathons are awesome, especially when I'm looking for ideas for outfits. x3 I love having a TV in the same room as my sewing machine~.

Okay, commercial break's over. Haha.

~*Weee~~*~

Before I forget, Happy birthday Ryuuzaki-kun and Zaki-kun! I think it's today. If not happy early birthday. :D

I reek of pine, I just brought the Christmas tree outside. Blah. Now I have to vacuum all the little pine needles up. I should get a fake tree. x3 Less work. ( Private. )

Now to clean up and get back to work. I have a dress to finish! x3

Thank goodness it's finally over. Work that is. And shopping, and...everything. Just another hour of setting up presents, ect. and I'm off to bed and don't have to deal with anything but sleep until tomorrow morning~! Granted I'll get woken up at 5am, but that's besides the point. x3

Mom has been...civil so far. :D I'm happy that things are going so well. Work was less than...desirable. So many people wanting last-minute treats. Non-stop working all day. q-q Wah...though I wouldn't complain except that Mummy was in a bad mood for some reason. :\

But Merry Christmas to everyone~ Hope you all get what you want tomorrow morning. :3

~*I'm dreaming of a white christmas*~

I've been on a Christmas cooking spree. Mom's coming up on Saturday night, trying to stock up on Christmas Cookies and pies and everything else. I love cooking, my house smells wonderful.

Shopping's almost done, got a small tree, oh I'm so excited! I have a fire in the fireplace going and hot chocolate and there's snow outside...it's the perfect December. This show on plastic surgery isn't half bad either. Pretty interesting.

I just have to look after the pets. I don't want the kitties going outside in the cold and the fish need to stay warm in my room. Make sure the temp. dosen't get too funky. And the brothers of course. Hehe~.

~*Most wonderful time of the yeeear*~

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Aaaaand that was fun~! x3 Workworkwork, that seems to be all I'm doing lately. That's why I've taken off the next week. I need a little bit of a break from that place, yanno? Hopefully I'll be able to catch up with some people and get to hang out, riiiight? Haha. Working on some new outfits, what else what else...? West shopping! Ohhhmuguh~! I got the cuuutest scarf! It's all just bars of music, I wonder if it's actually a song. I should find someone who plays piano or something and ask. Oh! And I got a new purse that is absolutely adooorible! It's black and has this bright pink broken heart on it and yeah. Stopping the talking now. x3 Hehehe~!

~*Off to make dinner!*~